I haven't been blogging, I know.
Let's say that between the fact that summer season is in FULL SWING (i.e. events all the time, training is in full effect) and the other fact that really, the last thing I want to do in this awesome weather is to sit at my desk at home, it hasn't left me much time to write.
Then there's the issue of coming back to it. Theoretically, after all the great comments people left from the last post, and the fact that it's been 8 full days - I should have a ton to write about.
And I do...
But it's like this: when I take a long time off from something - we'll say swimming here - it almost becomes the elephant in the corner of the room. I know I have to get back to it. To practicing it. To enjoying it.
But I'm scared! I feel so out of practice! I'll be so slow! My stroke will be crap! Oh, maybe I'll put it off one more day. Really give myself a day to prep for it and start thinking TODAY about stroke mechanics, so that when I jump in the water tomorrow, it will float back to me. Yes, that's the answer. Put it off another day.
And writing my blog has sort of been like that. In the last post I wrote, I wrote about the challenge of getting to a workout when there's other things you'd rather be doing. I felt so expressive and it was nice to write about something that was sort of tri-related but wasn't just about training or a race report.
Then I thought "yes, but this blog is titled "Sarah's Triathlon Adventure." That's what you're SUPPOSED to write about." Right?
Yes, true enough. But I also want to get away from just writing about a great run or ride. Things that could go beyond the scope of training and racing and be mildly interesting to a non-tri reader. Sure, there's cooking, but I'll be honest - I haven't done much of that lately, either.
And THAT is when I began to think about putting writing off another day. I used the excuse "Oh, I don't really have anything interesting to write about." BOLOGNA!!! I have plenty of interesting things to say and write about.
I'm just being lazy and wussy.
So, just like last week, I'm running away from another challenge until I force myself to face it.
As I recognize the trend here, I realize that there is a distinct possibility I'm getting a little burnt out. I JUST WANT VINEMAN TO BE HERE ALREADY. I'm sick of doing the same things. I just want to swim more, bike more and yoga more. Less running (have I mentioned I think I hurt my knee last week?). More adventures in hiking and camping. Less of being chained to the training plan.
Summer is in full swing in Sonoma County and I want to be everywhere at once. I want to be riding through the green vineyards. I want to be kayaking on Spring Lake. I want to be running (climbing, I should say) the trails of Anadel without worrying how sore my legs will be for my bike ride tomorrow. I want to exploit every last ounce of sunshine from 5:45 a.m. until it finally sets at 8:45 p.m.
This might sound like I need some cheese to go with my whine.
I've just come to the realization recently that I really do have athletic ADD. I just get BORED!!! I get sick of doing the same old thing all the time. I want bike tours. Adventure races. Cross country running.
And I think that I've finally come to the conclusion that while I love triathlon with all my heart, I am not meant for long seasons. I need to start planning in the future for shorter seasons that will allow me to enjoy it for every reason I do, and then go off into the sunset to explore other means of exercise and fulfillment. Then I come back to it a year later.
Sounds reasonable enough.
